Confused

Confused

A Poem by Keia Hill

What'd I do?
Was it something so wrong?
I honestly have no clue
It's screwing my head all night long

What'd I do?
Last we spent time together you were happy
I don't want to cause an issue
But now you speak to me so blankly

I'm so confused
I'm just trying to do you some good
My heart is bruised
Crying as I inhale burning firewood

You lied once again
Giving some insane excuse to why you took long
However I act like I'm not holding a pen
Jotting down that you're wrong

Wrong, yet I don't want to go away
Wrong, but I'm here to stay
Wrong, as the skies are gray
Wrong, as you make me say--

I love you with all my heart
You say you do the same
I know you only want to part
Of course who am I to blame?

Who am I?
That's the million-dollar question
I'm the one people tell "goodbye"
The one they want to abandon

I'm a hindrance
Apparently to everyone
No one will notice my absence
Important to less than none

This has been tattooed unto my heart
The feeling of being unwanted
And I ain't gonna start
Acting like I'm appreciated

I'm just living to coexist
Blending in the crowd
But I wouldn't persist
Saying what I feel aloud

Hey, I'm still confused
Not about my religion or sexuality
Although those ideas have been overused
This is just a simple plea

A plea for help
A call for friends I wish I had
A sad, silent yelp
Simply put, I'm sad

Hey, do you care?
Do those three words come out easy?
Hey, were you aware?
You make me feel all warm and fuzzy

The good kind of fuzzy
I'm speaking my heart out
Lies doesn't flow out of me that merrily
Not when it's you I'm talking about

I'm confused about a lot of things
School, friends, among other stuff
I knew what this would bring
I just didn't know you'd be my seraphim

You're my angel
And I'm the devil in disguise
But you broke me with a hammer and chisel
And you're still my number one prize

Hey. I'm confused
Don't think it'll change
Probably will keep on being confused
Heh. I guess I'm just strange

© 2017 Keia Hill


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Added on December 20, 2017
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Keia Hill
Keia Hill

Philippines



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A teen girl in the Philippines who writes many things, and as for poetry, I write 'free verse poetry'. more..

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