ConfusedA Poem by Keia Hill
What'd I do?
Was it something so wrong? I honestly have no clue It's screwing my head all night long What'd I do? Last we spent time together you were happy I don't want to cause an issue But now you speak to me so blankly I'm so confused I'm just trying to do you some good My heart is bruised Crying as I inhale burning firewood You lied once again Giving some insane excuse to why you took long However I act like I'm not holding a pen Jotting down that you're wrong Wrong, yet I don't want to go away Wrong, but I'm here to stay Wrong, as the skies are gray Wrong, as you make me say-- I love you with all my heart You say you do the same I know you only want to part Of course who am I to blame? Who am I? That's the million-dollar question I'm the one people tell "goodbye" The one they want to abandon I'm a hindrance Apparently to everyone No one will notice my absence Important to less than none This has been tattooed unto my heart The feeling of being unwanted And I ain't gonna start Acting like I'm appreciated I'm just living to coexist Blending in the crowd But I wouldn't persist Saying what I feel aloud Hey, I'm still confused Not about my religion or sexuality Although those ideas have been overused This is just a simple plea A plea for help A call for friends I wish I had A sad, silent yelp Simply put, I'm sad Hey, do you care? Do those three words come out easy? Hey, were you aware? You make me feel all warm and fuzzy The good kind of fuzzy I'm speaking my heart out Lies doesn't flow out of me that merrily Not when it's you I'm talking about I'm confused about a lot of things School, friends, among other stuff I knew what this would bring I just didn't know you'd be my seraphim You're my angel And I'm the devil in disguise But you broke me with a hammer and chisel And you're still my number one prize Hey. I'm confused Don't think it'll change Probably will keep on being confused Heh. I guess I'm just strange
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1 Review Added on December 20, 2017 Last Updated on December 20, 2017 Tags: confusion, free verse poetry, love AuthorKeia HillPhilippinesAboutA teen girl in the Philippines who writes many things, and as for poetry, I write 'free verse poetry'. more..Writing
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