My Love

india is an alienated high school student whose life gets turned upside down when she falls in love with a person {short story}

Walking in the house seeing him on floor made me realize what I have done. I start to panic he has been there since 2 in the afternoon. I ran to the bathroom locking myself in there I turn my back on the door and slide down I start to cry hysterically having a whole break down in the bathroom I get up off the floor after a few minutes and go to the sink I splash some water on my face and slowly wipe my face I look up to see my reflection. Staring back at me. Suddenly, I see my reflection moving. “No, not this can’t be happening right now” I whisper to myself I start to splash water rapidly on my face “oh honey water is not going to fix that craziness” said the reflection “you’re not real its all in my head” she says in a whisper. She opens the medicine cabinet and gets her antipsychotic and her anti-tremor medication she pops both pills in her mouth and drinks the water from the sink she closes the medicine cabinet. And see her reflection has gone back to normal. She turns off the lights in the bathroom and leaves. She goes downstairs to move the body. She wraps the body in a rug and scoots it to the side. She gets a tub full of hot water and bleach. She puts on her gloves and start to scrub. She starts to think of the first day she met him.  

Flashback (1 month ago)

I had just walked into his classroom. I was the new student so no one new me I kind felt uncomfortable in a new space I was daydream about what not until he looked at me, I thought it was cute that a grown men was hitting at me I looked away blushing and biting my lip. And ever since that day I never stop thinking about him. But this day this day was so much different. This was day that my dreams finally came true. It was a Friday he was my last period to go to I sat down in my sit like always and went into dream land thinking about him. He knew what he was doing how he was looking at me like he. He wanted something and I wanted to give him “everything” so this this time I went to talk to him after school which I have never did not once but today I felt bold, so I did the unthinkable. I had tap him on his shoulders and has him “can I talk to you Mr. Diaz” I say in a seducing voice “Ya sure” he says back looking me in my eyes with that beautiful smile if his. I felt like dropping to my knees at that moment. But not now. No, I had more exciting things to do. After everyone had left the classroom, it was just me and him “so what had you want to ask me India” said Mr. Diaz I took a deep breath just loving the way he says my name. “Um yes” I say nervously “I’m really having trouble with my work, and I think I should be tutor do you think you can help me”? I said once again in my seducing voice. He looks at me with that smile once again. The smile that melts my heart. “Ya sure you want me to tutor you after school” he says in a nice calming voice. “I’m sorry I can do after school do you do home tutoring” I say in a calming voice as well “umm I don’t usually do home tutoring so I think that’s going to work” he said in a almost sad voice “but sir I really need to get my grade up can you just do this one thing I wouldn’t  be able to make for after school tutoring” I said in a fake sad voice “India I don’t really do this” he says in a unsure voice. My once happy face turning into a frown letting out a sad sigh “but since your favorite student I would tutor you but just let your parents know” he says with a smile. I look up with a huge smile on my face thank you, thank you, thank you” I say with smile while hugging him “no problem but you should start going home before it gets dark” he says with smile. “Ah yes it was nice talking to you Mr. Diaz” I smiled “bye India have a good afternoon” he says “you too sir” I say with the biggest smile on my face. Once I had walk out of the building I instantly thought about Mr. Diaz. I was in Lala land for the longest. Once I reach home, I had run in my room closing my door knowing no one would come in. I walk over to my board and pull the sheets off and all my pictures, notes, and letters, of Mr. Diaz where all on the board. They were smothered with little heart wedding cut outs with Diaz face. She kisses the picture with Diaz face. She goes into her bathroom and takes a shower and get ready for the night

 

The next morning, she walks out the house happy and getting ready for the tutoring section she was going to have with Mr. Diaz she had told him that she couldn’t do it at her house and can she do it at his. which he said yes too.  she was going all out for him. she had did put on some nice clothes on and her finest perfume. She walks to his house and knocks on the door. Suddenly she sees the door opening she fixes her hair. but it wasn’t Mr. Diaz who had opened the door. It was a petite woman with a sundress that had beautiful skin that glisten in the light with the prettiest smile. “Hello, you must be India” she says in the sweetest voice. “Yup that’s me” I say with a small smile. JONAS your student is here I hear muffled stomps on the floor before he finally appears “hello India are you ready for the section” he says with a smile. I know a lot of things I wanted to do with that man but behind closed doors. My thoughts were interrupted with him talking. “Oh, let me introduce you to my lovely wife Claire!” he says while kissing her on the cheek with a big smile on his face. Once he said that was his wife my heart had broken in a million pieces, I was smiling on the outside, but I truly wanted to rip her apart and shred her body to the point she was unrecognizable. “Well honey would you like to come in” said Claire with a smile. “Ya sure” I said with a fake smiling “you can follow me to the living room” said Mr. Diaz while going to the living room I say pictures of him and this group of people. Who I’m guessing is his family?  I came across his engagement photo with Claire. I stared at it for while to the point it was me and Mr. Diaz. “India where you go” say’s Mr. Diaz breaking me out of my thoughts. “I’m sorry Mr. Diaz I was looking at your engagement photo” I said with a fake smile. he goes behind me looking at the photo. “Ah yes this is when I propose to Claire at the beach” he said with a smile “we where just coming from a dinner, and I wanted everything to be perfect. I had told her that we should go to the beach and at first, she was complaining about how late it was and that we should just go home and go to the beach tomorrow. But I had finally convinced her to go. And when we went, I set up this beautiful thing for her.” He says chuckling a little I listen quietly replacing Claire with me. Thinking about how it would be in his arms “and that’s how I propose to Claire.” He laughs “we should start with our session before it gets too late.” He starts to say leading me into the living room. We studied for hours wanting to get closer to him I ask him a question while a “accidently” rub my hand down his arm. He quickly moved his arm and looked at the time “well wont you look at the time it’s going to be dark soon you should probably be heading home.” He says “umm Ya I should start going now. Thank you, Mr. Diaz.” I say nervously getting all my stuff in his house “I’ll show you out” he says getting off the couch “oh no I’ll show myself out no worries.” I say, “it’s no big deal.” he says I just agree and go with him I notice an extra house key on I quickly grab it and put it in my bag. “Thank you again Mr. Diaz.” I say happily “its no problem stays safe.” He tells me “You too.” I say back and go on my way. once she had gotten home, she runs in her room and throws her bag. She starts to trash her whole room she goes to her mirror looking at her reflection she punches the mirror in to different pieces IM NOT CRAZY, DON’T LOOK AT ME LIKE IM CRAZY. HE LOVES ME AND I LOVE HIM, YOU THINK IM SICO HUH.  YOU THINK IM GONE BUT IM NOT. HE SAID HE WANTS TO MARRY ME AND HE WOULD PURPOSE ON A BEACH AND THAT HE WOULD LOVE MY KIDS AND HE IS THE ONLY MAN I WOULD LOVE AND IF ANY BODY CAME BETWEEN US, I WOULD END THEM. “It’s so lovely having you back” says the person “yes I love this side of her”, says another “I say we kill the wife”. Says the other person close this time. “And we can cut up her body, or run her over, or just watch the life drain from her eyes.” Say the other coming closer as well I stare at my reflection thinking about what there saying a small smile forms on my lips Pretty soon, he will be mine. That night I went to sleep dreaming about what I was capable of.   

Author's Note

i havent finish the whole thing but this is the story that i am working on. i did try my best i want to know what you guys think about it. its also on wattpad under my love {short story} user name @mindyourownbusinezz