Peace with memories of a lost loved one

Personally, this is how I feel with the loss of my grandma.

It's been 2 years 5 months since since I've lost you but for some reason I feel a piece and calmness with your departure losing you has been difficulty however I refuse to allow the devil to have any victory over my emotions when it comes to grief I know you're up there looking down over me and I know that you still love me realizing that I can still have a conversation with you at any time even though you're no longer here in the physical sense I can always talk to you about anything I'm really missing a tangibles it's one of the things that makes me sorrowful about your loss but other than that I'm at peace because I know where you are and I know you have your angel wings now I love you and I'll see you again