social ineptitude

Singing a sadistic lullaby by the remnant
Remembering her.
when she smoulders by my arms..my little sister
Wish to gauging the yawn..but now couldn’t even muster the moist lips.
Now a failing breeze grabs a hold and pulls me down.
Stalwart agony of her demise.
Whom to page now..whom to love?
A eerie synergy of pain..of her demise..
Inside i could hear my feral shrieks..
She is dead..
Her cadaver wafts fetid stench...i killed her
My lunacy ripped her...a picador to kill.
My hands have turned to clay gripping the hope that she comes alive
I move on praying for a way to save my own will.
Time falls whisked away with each breath I take.
Falling into time.
in machine-like strife you gain another mile
Morbidly inert from inside and outside
Luminous maggots crawls inside me..such an anguish of her demise.
I subverted her, lust perverted
B***h-goddess Abigor's pretty face
For she was irreplaceable.
Cant embrace she was not perishable
I cant mask my suffering.
Come, mesmerize my demented mind
Ah i am social ineptitude
Tear apart these vehement cravings..Make me pious
Love me ,cure me
my malfeasance is as deep as it can get:
I derive enjoyment from cruel torture..
I miss my dead sister
A messy death
How many ravaged bodies
Betray no distress
Collision makes a call to change a certain pain.
My inner selfish minds are abusing me
Self pity and determined to crawl...
to kill