Re;alize

become

I stand below the sword with my bow ready to take my pride.

The one who wields the sword is my true prize.

I have danced the art of death and chiseled my will to a fine tip just to reach this moment.

I go through the motions and say the right words; make the persona that I'm not here for her curse.

Only I know what I truly want, in the pit of my heart. The electricity makes the largest arcs when I see her eyes.

Every second I spend with her feels like I am on another planet. Do I really deserve this, can I really handle it?

Too many thoughts have raced through my head. She recites the words and grants me knighthood. 

I stand up but my psyche loses balance as I travel through the other dimension through her eyes. 

I fear failure no longer, since I succeed. 

I can't cry. That's not her need.

The hardest part ends up accepting her smile. All the tribulations could not prepare me for this.

As she holds my hand as I get up and how I wish I could lean in for the kiss.

The power leaves me as her gaze chains my mind.

Even as a knight I could not slay the feelings I have.

Why is it that the only things that hinder me are the things out of my control?

If my birthright forbids it then desperate measures shall be behold. 

Author's Note

im tipsy