Inner Conflict

Ive really tried to act happy be happy
but its not working
how can you be happy when your whole world is shattering piece by peiece
you try to tape or glue them together
but as you are fixing one part the other one shatters
i try to smile but the tears are working hard to come out
theres no fixing this mess
so when you have something that has broken beyond being fixed
isnt it better just to throw it out
and that you do
i cant say i blame you
but isnt there anyone wants me
some one who can put up with this raggity dolll
i used to shine so bright
isnt there a possibility to be fixed
i think to myself sometimes
but i know theres no fixing this shattered piece
so all you are right theres no need for me anymore