Today

deciding to live again....

Stiff winds in strong summer.

I have only my heart to remember.

My veins are here to remind me.

But my soul is victim to a surrender.

I have nothing, but this is mine.

 

I am the terrible feeling that some would hate.

I am the horrible motion that wakens fate.

I am this great vastness that some fear.

I am the wholesome vigor that awakens spirit.

 

I am that horrible notion that awakes the tide.

I seek that subtle feeling that is quickened annoyed.

Discover me swiftly, I should'nt be ignored.

Enlist me in the bar that sits in the

 

The entrappings of today however peresists

as the future and life passes.

Life that is working,

with its seas and compasses of patterns

 

can assist

the older i get

the less time i want to spend not doing anything

"I love you"

 

accepting me or him.

"Didn't you say you couln[t control yourself.

I really enjoy it...

I really ennjoy being in my dreams...

I wish I knew who I am supposed to talk to."