Letting Go

I wrote this 111 days ago, and part of this song still rings in my mind. I'm sure that this will speak to some of you, so if it does, please let me know! Also if you enjoy my poetry, please tell me!

I tell myself I'll be just fine
All I need is a little more time.
I don't need you by my side, to make me happy.
I tell myself I'll be okay
I never really loved you anyway.
But we both know, I'm just lying to myself.

If only my heart would listen
To the still voice of reason
If only I could tell my heart
It's better if we're apart
Then maybe I could get over you
How I wish this were true
Maybe then I wouldn't need you so much.

Am I supposed to listen to my heart?
Or to the people who think we should part?
The people who say this love could never last,
Say to leave you in the past.
I'm so confused, I just don't know what to do.

How could I let you go?
I can't, but I must, this I know.
I'm no good for you,
I'm poison, this I know.

I wish I could call you mine.
I think about you all the time.
Why can't I get you off my mind?
Why must I think about you all the time?