I love....You

The up and down feelings I have for my mother

I love you,
of course i do.
You brought me to
this world.
You always cared
to be by my side.
But mother dear
you kill me inside.
Each hug cuts
my skin.
Each question
burns my ears.
Words have become
my solace.
Words i can
never show you.
For when I do
you will find me
criminally insane