Too humid

The sun was burning today

Too humid to hide what I have to say

Maybe now is not the best time

But I have never been too good with timing.

Here goes nothing and everything at once

This is how I feel.

You make me feel like the most beautiful person alive

You make me feel disgusting

You say all the right things to make me feel special

Then you tear me down to just scraps of who I want to be

I am  a contradiction in your compliments

One moment goddess, one moment mistress

I  can’t settle for that anymore, I am walking away.

I don’t think you are a bad man

You are just bad for me.

I can’t keep holding my tongue anymore

That is not how I was raised.

I am walking away before it’s too late for me ,

 I hope you understand

I would wish you luck, and I would wish you peace

But it would be in vain because I don’t wish for you anymore.

One day far off in the future I know we will see each other again

But until that day, find someone else to change your mind with.

Because I have mine made up.