I wish I knew

More poems from feelings

A person's love can only go so far

can only go so deep

I would of given you everything

but you couldn't be true to me

lie after lie, is all you say

when did it become so easy

for you to be this way

by your side I have been

through it all

through thick and thin

I could never dream of being with another

and yet here you are, flirting with others

you say you aren't its just a friendship thing

but how is that possible with the things I have read you say

why can't you just be real with me

and tell me I am not enough anymore

the lies and the secrets are so much worse

and hurt so much more

I would rather you just be honest and say you want to leave

I would let you go if that is what made you happy

but I can't keep getting my heart broke

time after time

I can't keep hearing the same tired old lies

I love you, and I love what we had

but not enough to turn a blind eye

and continue being broken and sad

tell me what you honestly need

I'll give you whatever it may be

you want me to walk away

and give you your space

just let me know, and don't worry

I will find a way to be okay

do you want to see other people

but still have me too?

I can be understanding

you just have to be open and true

I could never see another guy

but if it means still having you with me

I can deal with you wanting someone

on the side

just please for once be honest

and stop with the secrets and the lies

you have no idea the amount of love I have for you

so much love, I am willing to be that pathetic fool

the one that lets the guy, walk all over her

lets them have their cake and eat it too

no matter how much it hurts

I won't lie you being with another will crush me inside

but d****t, you are the only man I will ever love in my life

so if I have to let myself be crushed

and let you have something on the side

as pathetic as it may make me

I will do it, even though I will lay awake and cry at night

I just wish I knew what is was

that was making me not be enough

I wish I knew what would make you not want to stray

what am I doing wrong to make you feel this way

I just wish I knew

but i don't, and all I can do is just continue loving you

Reviews

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

if this is true then i feel for you
i have been in this situation before
it isnt you that isnt enough love it is him it is his insecurity tyring to prove to be a great sexual guy
its not your fault its in his fault not you ok

good poem though it hit home