In This World of Mine

In this world of mine
My screams go unnoticed
When everything seemed so fine,
But now I'm at the point where my heart has been broken

When the sun goes down
These fears of mine begin to rise
I feel like crying, but I feel like I'm about to drown
In these wasted goodbyes,

I just want to hide away
Because in my sorrows I'd rather wear a disguise
Than be betrayed
Because these fears of mine have begun to rise,

When the battle begins
And their swords are being drawn
Something begins to ache from within
Who can I depend on,

When all falls apart?
Who will mend this broken soul,
When my sanity falls apart?
My life line is being sucked into a black hole,

When will my savior come around?
This fighting has been going on without any end in sight,
I feel like I'm about to drown
Their battle cries cause me to take flight

And the clashing of their swords echo in my ears
The years go by but the only thing
That is shed is tears
They have left me to cling

Onto my life. When will my savior come?
My mind can't comprehend why there must be war,
Am I just bound to become part of the slums?
Will my savior come and take me so far

Away from this battle ground?
Blood has been spilt from their hands
And they've inflicted too many wounds
Because all they wanted was to have some sort of command,

But there came no such thing, but what little hope remains
I'd like to make it last, but what happened to the mighty calvary?
When their horses come charging past like a speeding train,
What's left in their wake is a family in agony,

In this world of mine
My screams go unnoticed
When everything seemed so fine,
But now I'm at the point where my heart has been broken

Where is my savior?
Has she left me to defend myself against their mighty army?
I feel like I'm just a failure
Because I have become lost on this journey

That was not meant to be, but am I to suffer at their hands,
Or am I bound to just become part of the damn.

Author's Note

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[Raven Moonchild]

(hugs) I feel the pain of this poem in my soul,dear. I'm still waiting for my saviour as well. Well that our saviour one day, but we've got to keep fighting and believing. :)