One of Many

Had another breakdown....how many more before I feel better? I am breaking over different things going on in my heart n mind. Different pains. I cry for my loved ones...hate seeing them in pain... I cry for me to get better....I cry for my children...my husband...My marriage... I cry because I am afraid of myself right now...I cry because I feel alone in my heart..in my mind.. I cry...and..I cry because I do not feel like me anymore.