Abuse

Self explanatory, really.

I graced my fingertips through danger.
The harsher you whispered,
things only got stranger.
It started with a peck on the lips.

I could feel it lying close to me
as the fear rose in my throat.
The horror, the pain, the sweet agony,
and you never heard me say, "no."

This is the part where I turn away,
when you tell me how pure I can be.
This is the part where I've had enough,
but you've only just begun.

I put myself through this.
I tell myself I'm fine.
Pick myself up. Brush the dirt off.
It's what I get for not walking the line.

Author's Note

This sounds like song lyrics in my head even though I know there is no actual structure to it. I'm sorry. I can't write proper songs :/

Reviews

[sirenribbon@thehptshirt..]

sad subject, good description. I liked this a lot.:)

[Sourodip]

Nice and touching....
''The horror, the pain, the sweet agony,
and you never heard me say, "no.'' these lines says so much.Don't know though how personal it is......but thanks for sharing, a nice read.

[Dead&Lovely]

New to the site and really to letting strangers read my writing. It's writing like this that makes me want to do it. I know what it's like and I know how vulnerable you can feel putting it out there for someone to see. This is great., keep it up!

[ShannielleFaith]

Thank you so much. I actually got kind of teary eyed at this review because you're right. Exposing your writing is like exposing hidden parts of yourself for everyone to see. It's good to know that there are other people who feel the same way.

[Sourodip]

And i thought its only me who feels that way....

[Dead&Lovely]

I promise you you're not alone Although it very much is like exposing hidden parts I think having the ability to do it just makes you stronger.