Why?

About wondering why and moving on

I sit here and think over it
             Once..
              Twice..
                A week..
                   A month..
Watching the time fly by
               Seconds
                   minutes
hours fly by I just sit here
Thinking over this
I want to scream  at you
WHY
     what I do to get this?
WHY
      did you hurt me?
WHY
      would you use me?
WHY
     Was I picked for your evil  pleasure?
Why
     wasn’t I worth it?
When you left I sat there for hours
                 Wondering..
                     Thinking..
Searching for answers that
will never be answered
Well today is the day
I stop  wondering
WHY
and move on with my life
forgetting you
and what you did.
All I was  was a toy to you
     To be used and abused
       I’m more then that
I’m a human
          with personality and smarts
Your not  worth the pain and suffering
you forced on me
Its time to pick up the pieces
move on with my life
and laugh at how stupid you were to loose me..

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Siddartha Beth Pierce]

Very well put across - one has taken advantage of you and you were strong enough to be brave in the face of it. Good going. Well done - keep it up!
Light,
Siddartha

[poetic soul]

yeah....the point is very well put across....the anger was very vented and the raw emotions hurting and killing were well embossed by the words.....

amazing read......intense...

:) Smiles,
Poetic Soul

[Dessa]

yes, I'll say you got your point across,
very nice, very powerful, I loved it