A monster

After all.. I think I'm still like a scary monster.. 

A demon that no one would be able to accept. 

Falling like an abandoned leaf that's been tired and injured of holding tightly 

that cold tree, it meant to belong to.. 

Pulled out, far away.. so far away by a strong wind 

It's so freezing out here, being the only one who's striving so hard to still alive..

Everything is so dark, and even darker ! 

I've been swallowed by a huge black hole of mine.. 

I am trying to find my lost parts 

But, it's already replaced by a scary shade.. 

I didn't want it to turn out like this ! 

I am scared.. 

Forgetting all the precious things I used to like and protect 

My gripe can't reach that place anymore.. 

That peaceful sky 

I have no power left 

I am hitting the ground so badly How can that happen to me.. tell me how?  

Why did I become like this? 

" A shabby pierced bag" 

What should I do right now? 

Using to be strong and then falling of weakness.. 

I can't recognize who I am, right now 

I've became a terrifying monster 

I don't want to be near of anyone 

So I am begging you to stay away 

I don't want to hurt anyone else.. 

I am just an ugly & weak monster.. 

 -Can't hold it, but ending up whispering with an inaudible voice.. 

It's cold and scary..  

I want you by my side 

I want to hug you tightly 

How am I supposed to find the way home?

Reviews

[Damien Ridge]

Takes you in to a cold, lonely night. Darkness engulfing surroundings and the mind. What is that in the mirror? From innocence to evil, boy to monster. Thanks for sharing, I really enjoyed it!

[A daytime shooting star]

I am so thankful that you did enjoy it. I am so happy as well..
Actually, I didn't think that writing something like that will reach someone !
I am so glad
Thank you so much