Another Wish For Another Us

We’ve stayed friends for way to long

Not realizing my original feelings are gone.

We’d talk often

And i’ve started to soften.

The days have past, we’ve talked less

It’s making me feel like a mess.

I know we will never be

Who would ever like little old me?

Another girl, another pawn

In this life I have forsawn.

You see me, you love her

That’s what I know for sure.

We’re just friends, never more

At least that’s what i’ll tell myself, like I have the days before.

I am afraid, I will admit

I know that if I told, you’d just stay away.

A friendship that many would cherish

Is about to perish.

My fears have taken over

My feelings are now really sober

A blankness of grey and white

Just waiting for my knight.

To save me from these feelings I know.

But I know that will never happen.

So for now I’ll keep these feelings bottled up

So I don’t disrupt the real us.