I'll take my own stand

Read my comment it will explain the reason I wrote this.

My eyes,

Have tears inside,

They will not show,

For my smile replaces it.

I give up on requests,

For people to read my stuff,

Cause it’s not going to help the things,

Going on right now.

Words aren’t enough,

Hope doesn’t help,

All I can do is wait,

For it to happen again.

I cannot stand the people to say,

“Talk to someone”,

They don’t know the crap going on,

So just leave me alone.

I figure you won’t  comment this,

And I don’t really care.

Since the last thing I need, 

Is someone “checking up” one me,

Saying they “truly care.

Since it won’t do me no good.

Ask me how I’ve been, and I’ll tell you,

Horrible.

Ask me how I will be,

I’ll tell you I’m unsure.

Since the rages are ungrateful,

And the crap just needs to stop.

Why,

Why lay this on me,

When the s**t isn‘t even my fault.

I need to grow up?

Maybe you need to look again.

I’ve seen his face in a nightmare I had.

You don’t listen, you don’t understand.

Just leave me alone.

I’ll take my own stand.

Author's Note

I wrote this when I got mad, cause I had to share a stupid thing about my feelings and crap. And this girl mumbled saying I was making it up. And I wrote this.