Control it

Take each hit and hold it
numb the pain and fade away
fight each day to make a way
intelligence and self reliance pays
but my mind is so consumed
and I never questioned the calling

the one who does not look ahead will stay behind

I am the victim of my own mind
should I stop the use
or face the truth
keep the fight
or see the light

stuck in limbo
how low will you go?
I cant fall
so pass the indo