hurt

i hate this peom but for englishe we needed a good hurt one so i pulled out my journal from 2009 and here

im tired of being asked a million times

why you so hurt

im always hurt. my heart is still broke from

 whre you planted the knife and twisted

and twisted til you heard me fall to the ground

the pool of blood growing my life

finally ending

knowing you cant hurt meh

to bad you still do

when i think of what we had

the way you held meh

wanted meh

and now you say im nothing

ya my new love is true

but my wound in the heart can never be healed

by anyone else but you

i bet you lie awake in bed screaming my name

i know i use to

now i just scream in pain when i think of that day

the day you wanted no wait needed out

you say u never ment to hurt me so bad

 and that you fill the

same way i do

bull theres no way only one truely hurt would think of that day

the way the warm tears stung my face like a bee

i cried for days scratch that weeks

ya you were young and i was older

but i never could find another

who would love me the way we use too

the kiss is hard to miss

your hugs are like drugs

when the warmth of your body lays on mine

the way you struck my heart

and now im dead inside

Author's Note

plz dont laugh at my pain cuz words hurt