In Disguise

I take a breath in and you exhale out 

I take a step forward and you seen me breathless with no sound

I finally lost my crown 

pain that burned in me I can no longer feel now 

you took my ashes just to admire yet you knew your intentions 

to bring me back kingdom and my empire 

what did u see in me I like to know?

you fallow me everywhere 

not like I had a choice nor would I ever tell you to leave me alone 

before I woke she spoke 

"your heart will feel my light"

"no pain will I let you recognize"

"this kingdom was always so  bright"

 ""he took you for granted "

"lay death by your side" 

"the wolf howls at the moon" 

"and receives the light"

yet it was her tears I heard

feeling the light that reentered my body 

taking the first breath in like a shock of high sense of rosemary

body well rested and to the heart she reset 

but where had she gone 

she is the demon that lives in my head 

couldn't let me die 

in need to feast yet there will never be no rest for a monster that will rise

that lives inside 

for that is a demon in diguidse