Sorry, I'm in love with you

What if's are powerful, but letting you go almost killed me

I'm just sitting in Tim Horton's with my phone in front of me. 

Wondering "Will this be another night where I'll get ignored by someone who means everything me?" 

Will I stare at my phone all night & ask myself why I can't let you go?

Will I look at your selfie & wish you where beside me?

Will I beat myself up everyday because I can't forget how you held me, or how you said my name, or how it feels to see you.

We both know that these are things I can't forget.

I'm sorry I'm in love with you.