Sadness

It´s been a year or more,

On writing I closed the door...

Once again I find myself lost,

The only enemy...my thoughts.

In the still night I sit,

I lay down and reflect,

On the mistakes,anxiety-on the regret.

One life to live,many days to suffer,

No idea how to over come this...

Fluctuating moods of joy and sorrow,

Afraid if I wont make it tomorrow.

My heart aches and my mind races,

Same s**t,different places.

There has to be more that destiny brings,

But the only my negative messages sing...

Each day,more hope is lost,

A fake smile is forced...

No interest to talk to the world,

Isolated in this mess and my sadness whirls...

Regret lingers and tears twirl,

One day like the others,it all unfolds.

Reviews

[Phill Oz O'fee]

To be entangled in circular thought brings depression and negativity - as poetically encapsulated within the text of your sad write. But hope lays in this expression of emotional prose and positivity comes from those who listen, read and support; and, I certainly support the work you produce - great job, nice read … bless :-)

[Talesha]

Thank you for always leaving such sweet words,it brightens my day.Bless :)