and I'm so scared to die.

I'm a marble statue of

sunglasses and cigarettes.

I'm a tall glass of

smoke and mirrors.

And women want me but I don't

want them. I swear if you could

see into my head the way I

see into yours, I'd be nothing but

pen and paper. I'm half as smart as

I look, and twice as

alone. I'm sick of the

walls. I'm sick of the

bug spray and

alcohol. I'm sick of the

blue jeans.

I'm sick

so please

forgive me.