Confused

I'm so confused

How'd my feelings betray me again?

Yet again I'm finding myself

Confused by you

The has got to stop

I don't think

I'll live through this one

Can I handle my heart?

Can I not shead a tear this time?

The answer is on hold

As so far things

Are well, but I don't hold my breath

I tell myself you are not real

But the words

Etched on my screen

Burn into my soul

I wish I did not care

But I'm too damn good not to

Yet I sit here

Writing down fears

Fears that you will never know.

Author's Note

Please ignore the type O's

Reviews

[Flow]

I am often confused by my feelings vs. my logic for they never agree on anything and often I am left flipping a coin to chose between the two. What I really like about this flow is that it made me think and to me that is a inidcator of a good poem. Often my confusion comes from self because I have expectations of others, I have learned not to expect but to see the person for who they are and then trusting in myself that I know them well enough to not transfer my thoughts, morals or beliefs onto them and then I never confused by them because I see them clearly. sorry for the long comment but your poem made me think of this so it was very good! excellent....

[Charisma Moonfairy]

The poem Confused is a wonderful write by a wonderful writer and I loved it my dearest love.