I miss you

Dear X,

I really want to talk to you. I need to hear your voice and feel your skin. I want to feel the beat of your heart against mine. I want your lips pressed against mine, one last time.

I miss you so much. I tried to forget you and I tried to find love again. But guess what, you are always on my mind. 

You are the love of my life, i'm sure. My first kiss, my first time... were with you. I gave you all that I've had, but in the end it was not enough, I was not enough. And you left me, alone, with nothing. In that moment I realized how much I loved you. You left a scar in my heart that only you can heal.

It's so hard to see you almost everyday and not being able to talk to you because it has been so long since the last time we talked... 

I'm not brave enough. I don't know what to say anymore. I just need you... 

I know that your life is not being easy, so please let me help you. Come talk to me, I'm here for you, like always.

P.S- I will always love you.