Missed Reminders

Everyday I remember things that happened that I want to tell you.
I miss the way the world looked in you're view. 

I see things that I wish I could share
Yet I'm only reminded you're not there

So many times throughout my day I wish I could say hi
Barely hanging on, just getting by

The daily "has anyone told you that you're beautiful today" texts
Wondering what I can do to surprise you next

I miss the way my heart sped up everytime you're near
The way you made joy break away from my fear

The chills I got from your touch, and the loving way you looked at me
The way you gave me hope and made me believe

Even all the times you called me an a*s
But mostly how you erased my past

I miss opening your doors and ordering your food
I even miss when your were in a bad mood

Kissing your hand while driving down now the highway
Regardless of whether or not I ever got my way

Almost two months have passed without you, yet I still cry
Between each drop, still asking myself why

Im so lost in this hateful world without you
Ignorant to what in the world I'm going to do

I mourn each second as it passes
Time ticking slower then dripping molasses

I attempt to move forward, trying to recoup
Most of the time, feeling like a recurring loop