Heavy Heart

Love often drowns the truth
There is no pain without abuse

Heart weighted down
Sometimes wishing I would just drown

No faith in a happy ever after
No joy, happiness or laughter

The darkness inside growing
The evil inside, showing

Overwhelming sadness
Adding to my madness

I no longer attempt to swim
I accept it as, it is what it is

I no longer look for loves cruel touch
The destruction hurts too much

My scars will heal but my heart will remain shut
I'm as useless as a wet cigarette butt

Finally I accept my lonely days
No longer seeking outwardly praise

I was who I was, now I am who I am
Thats when you ended me and where the new me began

Tomorrow is a new day, but my outlook is jaded
You said there's hope, that's to be debated

Only time will tell, who's wrong
Right now, I'm in darkness where I belong

Reviews

[Nisreen]

We get those days when we feel
you know what

i am done

but just like that
the best days come out of our worst :)

[Sumo]

So true, we all have those moments, days and seemingly years... Thank goodness for the times that take all that away. Even if it's only for a moment.

[Nisreen]

you gotta love those moments