Finally trusting and obeying God

A poem about my New Faithfulness & Dedication unto My divine !

I'm finally trusting and obeying God it seems I've traveled a long and rough journey to be able to get where I am in my heart

to have my feet planted on a solid rock foundation with My Jesus and including him back into my life again has been wonderful minus fighting demons

I've been through so many dark paths that only ever let me down and led me to regretting things and having bad things happening

I can honestly say I definitely learned my lesson on what was important not to follow after and about trusting others

I have made up my mind on this earth of whom and what I have decided that im going to serve

God regardless!

and I have not regretted making this Godly decision for myself at all

I now know without a shadow of a doubt that I'm not gonna bail out just because faith living is hard


I now understand that everything I endured happened for a Godly reason and has placed me in a better perspective and standpoint

that has now led me to where I am


growing spiritually with My Lord


He is for me

and I no longer consider him the reason things went badly

And even if nobody follows me im gonna live my life for me


and I don't blame him for bad things happening


I'm at a better place in my life now and I've come to realize it's okay to be angry but not to blame anybody especially My Trinity



And I've just come to accept that every thing happens for a reason to change us make us stronger more knowledgeable and aware of others that will not always be all sunshine and rainbows to my soul and heart and kindhearted deeds


truly I have learned lessons about many things

and I look forward to more to come and all other good things happening

even if it doesn't i will continue my Faith living journey

because there is a time for everything


I will do my best to be patient and wait to see what else he has in store for me that is far better and greater than I ever felt or thought I was accomplishing on my own doing my thing

just being me stubborn Ole prideful me refusing to listen to instruction and authorities


oh yes I now realize discipline is necessary


And it's necessity for me in decision making


and without My Trinity as my light and guide directing my every step who knows where I would be

or what would have happened to me even worse Ungodly

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Great wisdom in your words.
"oh yes I now realize discipline is necessary
And it's necessity for me in decision making "
We decide our journey. Good decisions and leading with concern, kindness and love. We must be wise in life decisions. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Farmgirl]

That's right
And I have been my friend... since long ago .

I was just backsliding for a while ...

[wordman]

we get confused,no one comes to the father unless drawn by the son..
we think we are searching,but we was called by the spirit,our journey begins
most is long and hard