Stuck awake

Stuck awake I cannot sleep my mind and heart is circling with worries

I've prayed and spent time in my faith

But still no sleep has come to me

I keep trying believe me

But there truly is no rest for the oppressed and weary

I wish somebody would just hit me right upside my temple so some REM will happen for me

I'm not kidding a nice K.O. would be so nice to receive at this moment

I've tried sleepytime tea but that only ever caused me to speed

It seems my body has a reverse reaction

to every sleep method I explore

More and more I try new aides and seek alternatives out for me the more I am disappointed

I swear my body opposes me


If only I could find something that worked for me even remotely temporarily


I suppose I could try hypno therapy

But I don't believe in embracing those types of methods and other things


I don't even like to take medicine


For obvious reasons


I'm stuck awake this evening



Somebody seranade me with a song please

Or read me a bedtime story lol
Anybody??




I'm not the least bit sleepy



Pray for me


This is becoming more frequent


and I'm not understanding why


Ah well atleast I tried


I guess I'll just lie here staring at the ceiling

I'm bound to fall asleep eventually