Mother

Memory that will not fade, don't leave me, unable to direct the emotion in other ways.

Leaving me this time in pain and silence, Withdrawls of the feeling, I'm crashing.

Coming down hard, You're the best thing thats happened to me but the worst to reminice

about. I'm alone again with this hole in my heart. My eyes are stinging from the tears.

To know I won't see you again in this life, I bottled my feelings once again for you.

Not in Vain. It's my turn, to hurt, to disable trust, to never love myself and then others. I loved

you with all of my weakened heart. To be affraid of love again is inevitable. This is what you

caused. This is how it has to be. I will walk through this life unconscious. Unaware of the

many people that I could've loved caused by the fear of loosing again. Unwilling to accept

what is there. This wall was built based on the miserable unforgiving person I have become,

I will not be left again.

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[Rachel DeHart]

"This wall was built based on the miserable unforgiving person I have become,
I will not be left again."

Wow.... I love this. So much. And I can relate.. I love those ^ lines... and know that feeling all too well. Thank you so much for sharing..