lessons

 

This is so unbearable

The life that I must live

Always pressured by you

You always wanting something never giving

You take what is not yours

I will never get it back

That choice will always haunt me forever!

That is why I left you

Lied to you to protect

My dignity, life, and virginity

I needed that for myself

It may seem selfish but

You can’t take something I don’t

Want to give to you

 I won’t share it with anyone yet

That is one thing that I will not help you with

That night you scared me

Which scares me badly

I do not scare easily

But what you did scares me

I made a mistake doing that to you

I was wrong    BUT

What you did was more wrong

How dare you act as if nothing

Happened that night

You are an evil son of a B***h

You are not what I am looking for

You pushed me to far the first time

I was naïve, I did not know what to do

The second time I knew it was wrong

It will not happen again

I will not let you push me

In that direction again

I will protect myself with my

Dying breath

Let me go and play

Your game with someone else

I do not need that s**t form anyone

I thought that I was special to you but

I learned that the only special

Thing about me is my body not my personality

I was some toy to you

Now that you can’t play with me

Move on

Leave me to live my life