Losing touch with the reality

Living in the shackles of darkness

surrounded by the clouds of hopelessness

yearning for that divine light

like a princess waiting for her knight

I strongly feel the sadness but can't cry

maybe years of pain have left my eyes dry

Mind has become my biggest nemesis

A kind face, heart filled with malice

I wait for the day to end

My pillow wipes off my tears like a true friend

Trees giving me a shelter in their shadow

faking a smile when I cried just a while ago

Mustering up strength to keep moving forward

Life feels like a double edged sword

I promise myself to be strong everyday

Know that my wishes never gonna come true but I pray

Is life really moving fast or am I too slow?

Everything seems tough and I'm not a pro

There is a beautiful world in my imagination

It has always been delightful and never despondent since its inception

That fantasy world makes me so happy

I'm losing touch with the reality

I don't know if it's a heaven or hell

But it sure has cast on my mind a spell