Disconnecting from You through a Dial-Tone

Disconnecting from You through a Dial-Tone

A Poem by TTBoy28

It hurt me to see you calling

Knowing I really couldn’t be there

You can’t see me falling

From the floor into my chair

 

I don’t want to make this a memory

I don’t want relive this dream

I want to keep my smile shimmering

Instead of ripping at the seam

 

How many “Sorrys” can I hear?

How many “I Love Yous” can I take?

How long must I live in fear

Before I ask myself if I’m awake?

 

Just to hear your voice

Every part of me wants to shiver

But now, I know I have a choice

To either stand up or deliver

 

I accepted you being cruel

Knocking me down without touching me

Even the telephone plays the fool

With a false sense of security

 

If I choose to pick up

What’s the messing that I’m sending

Would I be pressing my luck

When it’s my soul I’m defending?

 

See this as a disconnect

Though my bill is paid in full

Maybe you’ll feel the new affect

Something new you can rule

 

The message should be clear

Even if you find me another way

In time, I’ll be able to cheer

Because of the dial-tone you get everyday

© 2016 TTBoy28


My Review

Would you like to review this Poem?
Login | Register




Request Read Request
Add to Library My Library
Subscribe Subscribe


Stats

112 Views
Added on December 10, 2016
Last Updated on December 10, 2016

Author

TTBoy28
TTBoy28

Atlanta, GA



About
I am the former TTBoy. I am Buddhist. I write only the truth as I see it. This may sound ridiculous to some, but sometimes the truth gets in the way. The truth shall set you free. I try to be ad.. more..

Writing
Did Mama? Did Mama?

A Poem by TTBoy28


Show Me Show Me

A Poem by TTBoy28