A Poem For Shawn

This is the truth...lets say i had help with...everything...

Why is it I love you?

Yet the dream...

Why can I not forget?

I want you to not have heart-ache,

But to have a nice long life.

And the desision I regret.

 

I've desided that is mypast,

which i have left behind.

i've come with something anew,

which you can accept or decline.

 

i love you,

too much to say.

each waking moment i think of you,'And each day i pray,

maybe we'll be together.

 

when night comes,

i say your name in my sleep.

 

 

My heart beats for and with you,

That's all i can say.

I love dreaming about you at night,

And thinking about you during the day..

 

i want to be your bride,

One day your wife.

i want to always be by your side,

My love and my life.

 

Though i know its too late now,

And im sorry it took so long.

But i'll always be here,

Wishing i haddent what i'd done.

 

Tis your time now, to tell me true,

do you love me too?

I'll wait for your answer,

And, my love, take your time.

Reviews

[Rev. Fr, S. D. Blankens..]

Janeene, I do love you. I'm just scared and confused and upset. I don't want you to die! If you kill your self then I will have no choise. I will either kill myself, be killed by Curtis, or be killed by Nathen. I don't now what you have done, but by the sound of it I don't like it. I wish you would talk to me. v.v Do you want to date me, again? Bc I thought that you wanted me out of your life... That's what Nathen wants. I know it is. He wants to have you. The reson you love me is bc I seem to be the perfact guy, to you, in everyway. I'm sorry. I really am sorry. I love you Janeene, Just donot kill your self!

v.v Alone and Forsaken