Rant

Today was one of the worst of my life. It starts with delightful texts from my ex boyfriend, then texts from my boyfriend about how he promised his friend he will look after her fragile friend, to school, then I get home and deal with my grandmother telling me that I'm going to end up in the hospital because I use the therapies such as scratching or using a rubber band. Now I know that the second thing on my list doesn't sound so bad, however, I am nothing compared to any other girl and I'm nothing to no one, if you all knew me or knew what I look like then you'd know why. He means the world to me and I could easily be replaced because I am nothing and will never be anything. Sorry this was more of a rant than something to write that means something to you guys.