Never

Never will I give somebody my all so soon
I showed u so much love
U showed me an illusion
Lied to me about our "future" together
But I was blinded by your aura
I thought u was the realist but now I see the real u
Not even man enough to say why we aren't how we used to be
But it's ok but ur you're a lesson learned I know my worth and I deserve so much better
I know this but I'm still here crying
Still in my heart wanting to be with u
I gave u my all like nobody else
I took a risk with u and u let me down
Just like how u said u wouldn't do
I hate that when I see u still get nervous
I hate that I can spot u from a mile away just by how u walk or stand
I'm heartbroken
My heart hurts and ur just fine
Not even phased by anything
U don't give a f**k about me!
I f*****g hate u
But I love u and I hate that I f*****g love u

Author's Note

Ignore grammar problems. I wrote this in the moment on my phone.