Enid and I sit
on the concrete stairs
of the flats
it's late afternoon
we'd played chess
and then decided
to come out
and sit on the stairs
before she had to go
home upstairs
to the flat above
before her old man
got home from work
she looks at her hands
in her lap
do you think
he'll be nice still?
who?
I ask
my dad
or will he
be his old self
and wallop me
for being here with you?
I look out by the wall
of the stairs
into the Square
kids are playing
on the pram sheds
some on scooters
riding around
have to see
won't you
I say
I like it when he's nice
like he has been
but it unnerves me
in case he goes back
to being as he was before
she looks at me
best get home
before he gets home
in case
he sees me here
she says
ok
I say
she stands up
and turns to go
when she stops
and looks back
at the stairs
so this
is where you go
her old man says
coming up the stairs
from below
just talking
she says nervously
talking is good
he says
my job relies
on me talking
and selling cars
he adds
he looks at me
isn't it good
Benny Boy talking?
yes it is
although it says
in the Bible
a time to talk
and a time to cease
from talking
or something like that
I say
he nods
yes that's it Enid
a time for all things
she looks at him
her eyes behind
her glasses
large
and nods
well don't
be too long here
Mum'll be getting dinner
on the table soon
and he smiles
and she freezes
in case it's a trick
and he'll lash
at her suddenly
but he doesn't
he climbs the stairs
and begins to whistle
and she looks at me
and her eyes have tears
edging on the rims
I watch her
and see she's uncertain
of where she is
or why he's changed
and will he go back
to as he was before
and she goes upstairs
and waves her small hand
and I wave back and
wait until she's gone
then go back indoors
for dinner and hope
she'll be all right
and sleep safely
in her uneasy night.