A Worried Mind

Just.. Noting, I really have nothing to say, just read it

I have no idea
For once in my life, I don't know what to do
Anything could happen
Anything at all
I'm scared
Scared for everything going horribly
Not for me
But everyone around me
My friends
And the one I love
If I can't do this
Everyone will get hit
I
I...
I'm lost
So very lost
Life has become a dark forest
Twisting and turning into a never ending fog
I know what I want
But I don't know what will happen
I want to help everyone
I don't know if I will
If I can
If anything will go right
I need clarity
I need to calm down
But I can't
I can't calm down
Everything is spinning
I can't sleep
Even if I could
I doubt my dreams would supply me with refuge
I feel sick to my stomach
What's happening to me?
I'm worried
Too worried
About everything
I just
Need
To
Calm
Down
Unfortunately, I just can't

Author's Note

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