Daddy (I'll Die This Way)

take from it what you will, my friends.

 

 

I'll hold a mirror to your eyes

And you'll see

You're JUST LIKE ME.

How you violated me

How you LOVED to play with my psychosis

Jumping through hoops of your pleasure

Each word a stabbing knife to my soul

This is what I am

(my arms are wide open)

This is what you left me bare with

(I'll embrace it because I know no other way)

I'm naked in the dark and screaming

You've grown so used to it

Pat me on my head and tell me I'm all better now

When the band aid falls off then what?

Its festering

Its maggot covered

Its BLEEDING AGAIN DADDY!!!

MAKE IT F*****G BETTER!!

But this is my rage

(my arms are wide open)

This is my blessed peace

(I'll embrace it because I know no other way)

This is my life

(and I'll die this way)

Strapped to a table I feel your eyes cut through my flesh

I feel my soul leave my body

Only to be held tight in your hand

A rusty knife cuts me clean of my spirit

And even that you've found a hand for.

Where's my savoir now?

(my arms are wide open)

Where's my knight in shining F*****G armor

(I'll embrace because I know no other way)

I'm left to clean up the mess again...

( and I'll die this way)

So much blood...

As my eyes close

And its cold around my flesh

I know...

I'll die from this.

Author's Note

Should I make this a song?