Another F*****g Letter

Oh f**k.

I've reached that part where
I am depressed.
So no more waking up with a smile on my face
Because I've been dreaming about you.
No, now I whine every time I remember you.

Guess what?
People are bored with me.
You wanna know the reason?
I KEEP TALKING ABOUT YOU!

Because I can't talk TO you.
About this.

So I keep writing you letters here.
And sharing it with the world.

Have you heard Chasing Pavements?
You know that part where Adele goes
"If I tell the world, I'll never say enough
Cuz it was not said to you.
And that's exactly what I need to do."
Well that's how I feel.

Just...come back. Please?
I've already told half the world about you.
OK, don't worry that's been exaggerated big time.
I can't believe not seeing your face for a week does this to me.
What's gonna happen in a month?

God, I hate myself. I'm such a loser!

Just so you know, I used to write about really deep things.
B***h, you're making me sound like Taylor Swift!
Or some whiny 14 year old.
Will I even have the guts to SHOW you this someday?
Cuz that's like the whole point of writing these.

Reviews

[Patrick Henry]

Man, this was intense!! I LOVE it. Ripping away at anger, disillusionment, youth, unanswered questions, responsibility of those that screw us over etc.... It's like rambling off a "nice" hate mail to someone and then stamping it to their face!! lol Great poem. xoxo -Mark

[Blue Ivory]

Thank you! ^_^

[The Nude Writer]

That last part is great! How dare they turn you into Taylor Swift! Hehe.. Great poem!

[Danielle]

So much raw emotion expressed here, nice work!

[Blue Ivory]

Thanks :) I was really pissed off when I wrote it.

[Coyote Poetry]

Letter's are very good. Allow us to have something left later in a life to remember. We tried to love once. I like your thoughts and the question at the end. Thank you for the outstanding poetry.
Coyote

[Ahmad Cox]

Hug. Its ok. I can feel the unraveling and the honesty and the pain in this poem and I really appreciate how honest you are with your feelings.

[Blue Ivory]

#hugs back# thanks for seeing all of that. It was a hard time for me.

[Dream Weaver]

There's nothing more poetic then what you feel deep within. Such as: a rant a rave emotional distress, joy anger love...All fitting for a poetic piece of you...

[Blue Ivory]

Thanks so much!

[Dream Weaver]

Quite welcome...

[DrD]

Never apologize. Writing was made for this, to show who we really are. I have undressed my soul a million times in words and usually the pain and regret produce some of our best work. You vented and it was a worthy read that we could all understand from the darker days of our past. Good luck to you and remember there's always another heart at home waiting for you to knock.

[Blue Ivory]

I really appreciate this review :) But I'm a little confused :P What heart is waiting for me exactly?

[DrD]

Believe me, someone like you will find one and you will write about the wonder it brings.

[Blue Ivory]

Oh you mean soul mate? haha I feel stupid, I thought you literally meant, my house -_- I started thinking about my cats and my parents -_-

[†Tracey†]

Sometimes we just need to release..and vent it out to take the pressure off your body, mind and spirit.. You vented and shared well..x

[Blue Ivory]

You're right. Thank you!

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

A broken heart can make you do things you never thought you would ever do... I ove the part about Taylor Swift, at least you could inject some humor into the pain.

[Blue Ivory]

Thanks for seeing that :P I'm having serious mixed feelings -_-

[Kriss_Rose]

Hahah honk. Ok maybe not honk but think