Im as hurt as you

You broke me
Yes you did
I was alone
For a long time
I had trust issues
I got hurt before
You broke me
Yes you did
But you weren’t the first one
But the most hurtful
We weren’t in love
I think
But you were important to me
Let me correct myself
you still are important to me
But you broke me
Yes you did
You will never understand how
Or why
But I’m still thinking about your words
Did you really meant what you said?
You said the nicest things
You got my back
But then
She was better than I was
You broke me
You really did
I lost the little confidence you gave me
I felt so replaceable
I felt so useless
I really thought talking to you
About my feelings
Will help
But it didn’t
It made it worse
Suddenly I wasn’t the victim anymore
You were it
I was the bad person
I treated you like s**t
It wasn’t me who replaced you
You replaced me
And so
You broke me
You really did
And look where I am now
Im sad
No No no
Im desperate
I don’t know what to do anymore
Im scared to f**k up my life
And the life of others
Who can I trust
I don’t want to hurt anybody
Like I’m always doing
I can’t help it
But I hurt everyone at any point
I broke you
And you broke me
Im hurt and you lost her too
You’re just like me
You lose the people you really need