My own mind

I hate a lot about myself

But most I hate my emotions

I cannot control them anymore

I hate when I cry bc someone is yelling at me

My dad calling me a cry baby

Yeah but he never thought it could be his fault

I hate when I cry when I get angry

My dad calling my a cry baby

Yeah but he never thought it could be his fault

Im living my life and trying my best

But it’ll never be good enough for him

I hate a lot about myself

But most I hate my emotions

I cannot control them anymore

I feel so lost in my own mind

I want do change things in my life

Im really trying

But people who just see my bad side

Are stopping me from evolving

All these thoughts about myself

I don’t know where they come from

Maybe Myself 

Or maybe other people planted so many bad thoughts about me

I learned to live with them

I learned how to hate myself

But keep going

I think I cannot get rid of them

Because I cannot control them anymore

I hate my thoughts

But I hate me

Even more