Your still not here.

kind of a rant but I needed to let this out before I was driven mad!

So many years and your still not here.

So many tears, I have wept.

And so many memories I have kept.

The stuffed animal from my childhood stares at me.

Reminds me everyday, he still isn't here.

He promised he would never leave.

but where are you daddy? 

could it possibly be that you don't care anymore.

Your new family is what makes you happy?

No longer am I your little girl. 

No. 

Soon enough I'll be a woman. 

A woman without a father to walk her down the isle.

I was a child that needed you.

That needed her father to hold her while her heart shattered into a little pieces.

I no longer need you.

I bare scars on my body to show...

I am strong. 

I need no one.

I'll hold my head up high and fly threw life.

Keep myself from hoping every night before I close my eyes.. That I won't wake up in the morning.

You should have been there.

you could have at least showed you cared.

But the last drops of sand have fallen..

Your time in out. 

My damaged heart has already kicked you out..