Why

when your lover ignores you cause family friends came to visit and even though I'm away at work for weeks and miss her very much every time i send a message she barely reads it cause they're there

In the morning I wake

Your the first I think of

We always say

A good morning 

An I love you

And have a great day

Away for weeks I've been

so everyday, a call, a message

Brings me comfort and joy

You are what I look forward to

After a long day at work, away

Away from love and home

It's been weeks

Since last, I felt your soft caress

Your laughter, I heard

Your breath, I felt

Until this evening

Visitors arrive

I say hello

I say I miss you

I say "talk to you soon my lover"

I wait, I wait for response

But none come

I become saddened and upset

You, I rely on for support

Life is hard, being away

Life is lonely being away

Life is lifeless being away

I wait, still nothing

I fall deeper into shell

I say, I guess they are

Whats most important.

Still nothing, then you, 

Oblivious, doesn't hear

my cry for help

Still nothing, I say

I shall leave you be

For they must be more fun

Then mine own self

Again Nothing

Heart burdened

Confusion, unimportant, again alone

And then, a response

I'm sorry, my phone, you say

Hasn't been charged 

Since night before 

So forgot she did

That, this is our only way

To communicate 

Upset I am

Saddened i am

Why

Why can I not be your number one, as you are mine

Why must I be ignored I am family

Why must our love be forgotten

Why must Visitors keep you from me

Why just Why 

Author's Note

Poetry is written best with emotion, so as you read try to imagine the emotion i was feeling lol thanks for reading, hope its relatable