Yearnings of Selfless Love

I prolonged 

To this misery of life

I Accustomed myself 

To these daunting thoughts. 

I underrated myself 

Despite all Your odds. 

Thy heart in me 

Is torn asunder-

I Linger in the same deadness 

Though a lively spirit. 

I want to emerge anew 

Shedding old skins

I Want to move forth- 

Into the new horizons. 

I need courage-to 

Foster my dynamism. 

I yearn for Your love 

To endure my dead soul. 

I long for your fond caress 

To drive me with happiness. 

I yearn - I long - I yearn- 

For Your Selfless-Love.

Author's Note

I am a beginner, trying to put the words together in a kilter. Ansurdity in writing is regretted.