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the tears that rolled down my face when i first seen it. The pain and the sensation I got  the sin of damage of God beautiful creation. i started too early. i started and never finished. the way felt was awesome.

the simple fact that i was upset about something or  maybe some one that hurt me so bad that i didn't want to talk, fight or yell. To me this was a curse to the nation. Worse then the cure god put on us girls. So many different ways i could have handled it but that was the worse i could think of.

But now i can't stop reacting that and i feel Beautiful about it. Now there is no more talking there is that and it will keep me happy. this made me, me. And I'm happy to feel Happy. Happiness is Happiness no matter what you to yourself or to others you be yourself and let that lead the way.

Love you, me