useless attempts

attempted suicide

was sure i would die

i tried and tried

sat on the floor

cride and cried

didn't think someone would open the door

never matters someones always there

swallowed pills

i lied

happy? no. not at all

i tried. to be.

what you needed

wanted.

sorry, thats what i am

sorry, i cant be perfect

liar, coward, stupid

thats what i am

im dying to be free.