A short letter to God.

Something I wrote in a few minutes, just sums up what I would say to God if I could.

I'm scared that there's no reason to sing unto you

I take these chemicals wondering if you made them too

Fighting no comfort, I'm swore to searching for answers

That'd make me follow you

I know you couldn't have wanted this for me

I don't want to be the one put here to save

The crying eyes and roads of destruction

I feel need to help those crying out to me

Like a magnet pulling at my heart

Or a fish on a line

I'm forced to scew comfort

Among the lonely, late at night

All mighty creator, how could you ask this of me?

I'm mere mortal, I am no angel in the least

I want to be free

I want to feel what it feels like

To not always head to others demands

I want to feel love and hurt like everyone else

I don't want her to be my only hurt

Cause I dwell, and I fear she's taking it quite well

I guess I'm calling on you for a last chance

To save me from myself

And to take away the ache

From an empty someone who manged to get to me

Through your heaviest gates you placed

Lord, I did what I could

Now I'm stuck on the one case

You're wanting me to ignore

And I lied when I said I would...

I fell in love with the enemy

And now I'm caught on her line

She's dragging me down a path

That I'm well aware I can't go

But to my savior, this wound will heal in time

And I'll crawl back begging for redemption

Like I do every time.

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despite the fact that i don't believe in any religion, this is good work doll face.