He opens his mouth but the words won't come out
He's choking now...
You want me to listen? You want me to hear and understand what you're saying?
I do listen and I hear very loud and clear what the meaning is behind each word. I have a better understanding behind the metaphor than you do.
I hide myself in solitary confinment to keep myself from harm. One of two ways this could happen, I break you so bad you finally leave.
Then comes the wrist cutting, who knows what happens next? A man so broken, a man so lost, he has nothing to live for any longer...
So I hide behind silence and the walls it took me years to build to keep myself from ever being hurt again. In the past every woman I have ever loved stabbed me in the back. And cut me so deep as they laughed and licked the blood from the blade...
I can never be too sure that will never happen again...
Yes I do have the scars to prove that love is deadly. Love can make you do stupid s**t. Along with depression I fought and fought to get back to a normal life... Here I am today standing tall and can shout I beat that mother f****r.
Trust me when I say this I don't want to battle with it again. Because this time there is a good chance I could lose the battle.. But if there is anyone in the world worth battling it for is my son and you...
I love you guys more than life itself. I love you more than the air that gives me life... I love you guys almost as much as Skyline Chili... lol
But just because I don't give you the answer you seek, or the review on here you deserve doesn't mean I haven't read it... It doesn't mean that I do like it.. It simply means you have taken my words hostage... You've placed them in a bottle and threw them into the sea... It means you've locked them up like a prisoner... It means I have lost all ability to speak, I just simply can't find the words to justify what I had read... My words for a review would be unworthy...
Trust me when I say this I do listen... I wish I could speak the words to you that you deserve to hear.....
I wish I could hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you... The day I do that is the day the walls collapse and is when the new battle begins...
So even if I give you the simple "Okay" or "Read it" you have to figure out the true words I am really say is, I read it and love it but I can't figure out how to put it exactly in words... Just know that I am trying...
I hope this clears things up a bit for you and lets you see things different. Lets you see where I am coming from... I love you
Thanks KL I put my everything into it into everything I write I wrote this for my husband he has rea.. read moreThanks KL I put my everything into it into everything I write I wrote this for my husband he has read it but has not said more than he has read it lol as of yet
9 Years Ago
Yes, well, that is not surprising, given his nature. I did mean to tell you you missed the R in your.. read moreYes, well, that is not surprising, given his nature. I did mean to tell you you missed the R in yours in the first stanza.:) hugsxo
9 Years Ago
Yep I don't even know if he liked it cause all I got was an I read it ... And OK thanks I'll fix tha.. read moreYep I don't even know if he liked it cause all I got was an I read it ... And OK thanks I'll fix that when I can
I will say this will prolly be the last poem I write for him seeing how it means nothing and is forg.. read moreI will say this will prolly be the last poem I write for him seeing how it means nothing and is forgotten about after he promised to review it today and I will never leave him another review I am done and I'm sorry I feel like deleting my page
9 Years Ago
I think this site would be less without you. You write for YOU, and it helps YOU. Don't forget YOU.
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